If there was a window into my brain
Then you would think that I am insane
I don’t think anyone is able to believe
All the things that my smile is able to deceive
I try to find the words that my mind wants to speak
But bottle them up in case you think I’m weak
I don’t let my guard down
And I only fall apart when no one else is around
Some people say they can’t believe I’m so strong
But in truth some day I don’t want to go on
Those days come in waves
As I fall in to my minds caves
Slowly I see the light at the end of the tunnel
As I try to make my mind functional
Stuck in a time warp of my childhood
Trying to let go of the memories like I know I should
Finally living my life the way I always hoped I would
I loved this, especially those last two lines! I’ve been working on a poem myself recently but doubt it will ever see the light of day haha! Thank you for sharing! B x
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